Monday, November 19

A New Week

Oh Jesus I feel so depressed...I think I'm failing both math and biology. I don't want to fail any class! It would mean that I've wasted a whole quarter's time away plus lots of money.

Lord I feel so bad; I've been ditching classes (I can't count how many times I've overslept and missed my morning classes) and procrastinating. What am I doing? You've given me such grace to go to college and this is how I show my gratitude? I'm scared, finals are less than a month away...God I don't want to waste anymore precious time away, help me to live a focused and purpose-driven life! Help me to live with wisdom and obedience to Your commandments.

God change my attitude, fill me with Your Spirit, and guide me to follow You. Help me to spend more time with people in school; how can I share the gospel and love people (the second greatest commandment) if I refuse to get out of my shell and comfort zone? Jesus You are good, forgive my sins, open my eyes to see Your glory, open my ears to hear Your voice. God I need You. Wake me up from my slumber and remind me that I am a soldier in war. God please be my strength and help me to fight!

"So, if you think you are standing firm, be careful that you don't fall!" (1 Corinthians10:12)

2 comments:

the Invaders said...

Lead yourself before leading others! Add oil, girl!

Joshuatimes said...

hey sis, School is fun. add oil alice, you can do it...

P.S. "you are light of the world"