"Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise Him, my Savior and my God." (Psalms43:5)
Jesus, I'm so stressed out about school. I have loads of stuff to study and memorize, but I just can't concentrate. Even when I isolate myself from my computer by studying in the study room, I would find myself playing games on my cell phone or falling asleep. I feel so bored. Nothing interested me: going online, eating, sleeping, reading, or being with friends. Man, I don't even want to pray right now. I don't understand, I had a great morning devotion, and everything was fine until now. Maybe its the cold weather, maybe its "the girl problem",maybe its the midterms. Whatever it is, God I lay everything down before You, and I will put my hope in You.
"But You are a shield around me, O LORD; You bestow glory on me and lift up my head." (Psalms3:3)
Jesus I love You and I trust in You...God in You I find peace and safety. Let the light of Your face shine upon me. Jesus You are always good. I love You, O LORD, my strength! When I fall down You pick me up, when I am dry You fill my cup, You are my loving Shepherd!
"Oh Lord, Open my lips, and my mouth will declare Your praise." (Psalms51:15)
I'm going to start memorizing verses again. Lord Your Word gives me strength!
3 comments:
clearly...you don't know how to use computer....
right click on your mouse.....encoding......chinese tradition(big5)
well well...
i don't know what to say...
:-p
Thanks for the wonderful msg you left on mine. you are gorgeous too!
:]
Do you still remember Jordan from STI? I really liked it when he shared and one message that he preached that really stuck to me was the subject of pain. Yeesh. First time I heard of Pain being my friend. Wandering in the wilderness, being made perfect out of suffering and preparing the Bride. I remember reading in Passion for Jesus, Mike Bickle elaborated on how God was wooing his Bride. In Song of Solomon 5:6-8, the Lord left the maiden to test her, withdrawing His presense so she can develop into obedience and full maturity. Read it yourself, Bickle does a better job at explaining it. Its in chapter 11 called the Secret Garden.
It weird for me too. I've been very bored lately, unmotivated to do anything except surf the net and bit, and read all this stuff on God but not going back to the Living Word itself. I'm feeling a little detached and spacey right now...so...Lets do this together. Add Oil Girlfriend. You can do this and Jesus Loves You.
Love,
Kneefur
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